CTSS CAMP OvEr..!!!
Friday, January 22, 2010
YAY...!! As stated, i have juz went for CTSS Aspire Camp 10' for 4E5NA kids...FUN!!! I SURVIVED 15 KM...harbourfront back to CTSS...i mean hike back!!! Took 7~8 hrs..plus MRT challenge...wasted my $$ there...!! I went back as helper...ALUMNI of course..!!! Wahaha...I'm now senior liao lor...alumni..hehehe...nice 'title'... I nv noe tt it will be this fun...but of course i hate the moments i have to wait for this wait for tt...wasted a lot of my time...but to get to mix ard wif juniors..especially when i'm takin the class tt my dance junior is in..so i gt to noe her frenz there...great to noe them...fun ppl to be wif... :D Other than tt, i gt to see some juniors tt have jux graduated last yr too...sounded as if i'm veri old...hahaha...but it's okay...at least is something tt bring some joy to my life now...And i gt myself an alumni tee...WOW...ALUMNI leh..!!!Initially i thot tt things will be damn borin there...wif no much frenz there too...so i actually thot of nt goin...luckily i nv back-out...i feel great goin for this camp... The ppl did nt turn out to be as 'nt approachable' as i think they will be...in fact the teachers, alumni tt i dun really noe and the students are all veri nice...!!! CTSS is still and always the best place to be in.... :DOh, yar... I saw Zheng Ning, Wen Shi, Serena and Jason at the camp...of course Wan Ting too lor...hehe...nd to apologise to WT sia... Changed partner at the last minute and forget to tell her...so sorry.... DUN misunderstand me okay...nt i dun lyk WT...i would lyk to pair up wif her...but the prob is tt we both nv help out Aspire camps b4...so we scare tt we will gt lost...worse...the kids gt lost wif us...tt's y i asked if we can change partner...each getting a experienced partner...hahah....Yup yup...shocked to see ZN there...cos they nv tell me she's gg...but of course happy too lah..lyk veri long nv see her liao...WS..!!! Still as cute and 'small' as b4....hahahaha.... SERENA!!! Getting more and more pretty now...really...ppl changed ba..hhahaa... Sad lor..nv get to see CP...thot she gg sia...nv go..smack her butt lor...though she said is nt sure...but i hope she can come lor...i sure partner her de...think we gt alot to catch up sia... :D One funny and ps incident...i thot one of my senior is younger than me...then i ask his age in a veri mei da mei xiao de tone...then he juz sae: Do i look tat young to u?... Then i knew it...ps leh...senior lor...i still think he younger...cos i think i veri 'old' le mah..!!! XPOkay...all in all...the camp make me smelly and tired...but at the same time it brought me something tt i will nv ever can gt from else where de...And i thot i will nt enjoy cos my veri close frenz tt i can easier chat wif did nt come...In the end...i realised i actually CAN survive without them...Anyway.... Love CTSS..!!! And the PPL...!!!So...i will onli write a small part on the latest, or shld i sae the last ep of Liar Game S2, ep9..!Veri interesting and sort of made me realise a lot of things...hehe...the mean gal inside is actually tt a bad person afterall...okay, predicable ending, the gd of course won...without harming any other players...i think is the process tt is worth watching... I can't wait for the ending..which is in movie version...coming out on 6th march, in Jap. I really wan to watch..nono..is a MUST.... But firstly, i scare i can't catch up wif wat r the ppl trying to sae lor...cos the way the games are played and the method to win is veri complicated de.... Secondly, results comin out soon...i scare tt i wun hav the mood to go watch lor...hopefully i can gt in the uni course i wan...i dun hav high expectation okay... :DTat's all for todae...wish myself good luck for everything...!!! :D
posted at : 4:19 PM
Some PeaCe PleasE...??!!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Seriously todae i wun tok much...perhaps i'm havin one of those 'bad mood' daes...so i will jux sae my piece and tat's all...
First thing: I really wan to juz stay in my room...dun hav to work, dun hav to see ppl, dun hav to tok to ppl....I hate to see humans now...i'm nt kiddin u ppl...perhaps this is the first sign of crowd phobia....Second thing: Dun wanna interact now...i'm tired...i wish to tok to friends...but some can be really insensitive u see...leave me alone pls....Third thing: Stop givin me false hope okay...i'm real stress here now...stop changin plans and stop tellin me to go find jobs tgt and then back out half-way...i had enough.....Stop pushing ur 'unwanted' jobs to me...!!! I'm nt a rubbish bin okay...if i wan job..i will go find it on my own...pls...i'm nt a substitute or something okay....i had enough...in ctss is lyk tat...now u wan me experience everything all over again....wad r u doin now...rubbin salt on my wounds...??!! Maybe u will nv realise this...Maybe some ppl juz dunno...when i juz wan to go out wif frenz...plan cancelled...when i wish to work wif frenz (i noe this kind of things is less likely to happen..tt's y i sae WISH!!), i will ask ard, askin if there's more vacancies, tellin frenz abt these jobs....but then things always turned out the other way...hahaha...naive me....I really dunno wat to sae..wat to write...so pls ppl...give me some peace...tellin all the 大道理 doesn't help me okay...wat u noe...i also noe...but wat i hav experienced, u may not hav experienced...*So pls...no more false hopes...no more false informations...no more 'trying to act lyk u noe more than me'....pls...enough is enough... I'm very, very, very tired...放过我好吗？
**I really appreciate those who actually really care for me..i noe who u r can le...*I can't believe my friend(s) would did these to me...Wat are friends for..?? Wakaranai.....
posted at : 1:01 AM
ThoTs....
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Okay...now is onli my random thots...lyk wat i hav sae in my previous post...i'm havin my bad luck now....!!! okay...currently i'm still undergoin these...but suddenly i feel lyk sharing a hmm...consider a real life story... When i'm working...(in NUH), i met this cute indian auntie, real cute...she was sort of waiting for her family members to come to visit her dad, but the reason she came out of the ward was b'cos she dun wan to 'fight' wif her dad...sort of lyk her dad will keep naggin her...so she came out to 'relax'...haha...so she chat wif me...cute auntie...'teach' me how to 'flirt' wif doctors...hahaha...jokin one of course... Also, she told me abt her life lor...lyk how she noe her husband, her grandchildren etc...she is onli lyk 50 plus lor...:D...and her hubby is her bro's friend...veri drama rite...? Cute couple, according to how she describe their meetings...:)then is the things tat happen to her and her family...one by one, admitted into hospital due to diff illness...Above all these, she stay positive and happy...I guess i need to learn from her, cos my situation is nothing compared to hers...but think i still can't take it....但我当然知道‘雨过一定会天晴’。。。我现在只希望这场雨快点儿过去。。。**当你真的很相信人类时，他们的狐狸尾巴会慢慢出现，人类就真是如此可怕吗。。？**
posted at : 11:30 PM
UnLuckINess....
Monday, January 11, 2010
Haizz...i've been quite unlucky recently...tat's wat i feel at this veri moment lor...一言难尽呀。。。该从何说起呢。。？？At first, i thot i was so lucky...lyk can work wif frenz etc cos i already found a job mah...then now...hahaha...every thing is opposite of wat i think it will be...Firstly, the job i found is damn su*ky...waste my time there...6/hr still nd to deduct CPF lor...shit*y rite....sitting there nothing to do...juz lyk a useless person there...maybe ppl will laugh at me...why i hav a gd job at a daycare centre, which is also 6/hr, i dun wan...and chose a du*b job here...(i dun wanna sae the place and the job itself..) Okay lah, maybe i'm juz plain stupid and naive ba...initially i wanna work wif frenz...find a higher pay job and at the same time find tuition assignments... Hahaha...in the end...a job of lower pay, no tuition assign. for me and no frenz to accompany me... Dumb rite... Haha....i feel so too....Secondly, i thot my sec sch camp will be fun...then i went for one briefing and i think...nt as fun as i think it will be...i also dunno why i think tat it will be fun lor...maybe deep inside me i HOPE tat it will be fun, so at least i can gt away from the crappy job...but the reality is opposite of wat i think, or hope, to be exact.... So, do u think i still hav the mood to go camp..???Thirdly, i'm supposed to be in malaysia from ytd to tonite....but then...again...still in s'pore... Trip cancel due to unexpected situation... To my sis...she think tat is fated...lyk we r not fated to go now...to me...i think is a series of unluckiness happening to me...hahaha...上天爱捉弄人，当你正高高兴兴时，就一把把你推入伤心里。。。Why i suddenly wan to write this post...Cos i can't stand the job anymore...sooner or later i will go crazy okay...partially b'cos of...i dun wanna sae....the system there..?? Haha...i jux dun wanna go into detail...Or maybe not solely b'cos of the job...think is veri single tiny things tat happen tat make me soooo fed up....i jux wanna 在此发泄一下。。。Now the 'fantastic' ppl is soo gd...they nv inform me to go down to work...hahaha..flexible timing if u wanna think on the positive side...But to me...they r jux wasting my time...make me 'bounded' to this job...now i can't go find another job....they r forcing me to turn into a mad woman...hahah...tell u...there's a limit to my tolerance okay ppl...i believe tat apply to everyone too...soo...better dun test me...i dunno wat i will do nxt...(i believe if u r my frenz..u would noe how angry i am right now....)Nt long ago i told my sis everything...and she said she dun understand why i feel lyk tat and why i wanted to work so much...It's not as if i'm a workaholic okay...i'm actually a veri lazy person...if u hav a choice, who dun wan to stay home and do ur own stuff...it's b'cos i hav a lot more things to do...which require u-noe-wat...I'm not born wif a silver spoon in my mouth..so i hav to work hard to gt to my goals....and i believe a lot of ppl do so too...*So ppl out there...if u can find jobs on ur own, pls do...dun go to those u-kown-wat-i-meant de places okay....u earn lesser tat way...
**Normally under these kind of situation...i jux wanna stay at home...hide myself from the reality world....**So...i will end off here...hopefully these r only mine imagination...situation may not be TAT bad...and wish tat todae will be the last dae of my un****iness...:D
posted at : 8:03 PM
UnForgeTtabLe ExpErience...!!!!
Friday, January 1, 2010
Hmm...curious abt wad i meant by unforgettable experience??? Haha...smart guess..??? Hehee...i dun think anyone would be able to guess correctly....cos it was....dun get too shock..... MY HOUSE NEARLY GOT BROKE IN....!!!!! Hmm....yup yup....a few hours ago liao....actually is a suspected case lah...and i'm the first witness...i mean i'm the one who actually realised a suspicious person seems like trying to break into my house...Okay, the whole incident is like this:At about 3 plus(am), i was still using my com...chattin with my friend...then at abt 3.40~3.50plus i thot i heard a strange noise...seems lyk someone is struggling with my house's metal gate...okay, i have live in this house for lyk a decade liao...so i'm veri sure of the noise...so i climb onto my study table to look down to see who is at the front door.... I saw this man wearing red shirt squatting down infront of the gate....seems lyk struggling wif something...then a few secs later i saw him wif a broomstick in his hand...so i thot he is a cleaner or something..but weird lor...cleaning durin 3plus in the morning...?? But i did not really care...so i continued using my com...continue my chat wif my friend... At ard 4.10~4.15, i finish my conversation wif my friend...and this com's battery was fully charged...so i decided to go to bed liao...so after lyk brushing teeth etc...i went to bed...but i tossed abt for awhile..then i heard the noise again...i thot is my brother coming home..but the noise continued for mins...so i peeked down again...SAME MAN...struggling again...so i went down to the main door calmly and looked thru the peek-hole(watever it's called)....the man is still there..!!! So i decided to wake my sisters and parents up...and we did things lyk calling up the police, lookin for bamboo/wooden sticks to protect ourselve...okay lor...and somethings happened in-betw...the police came and luckily in time to catch the 'suspect'... It turned out tat the man is really the man i saw...hmm...i told the police everything...but cos the man sae he is onli making his daily routine...(isn't it tooo early..?? 3plus leh..)...and lyk he place in a wrong newspaper into our house...so he trying to take it out etc lah...so it seems lyk a misunderstandin lor....With alot of loop-holes lor....Firstly, why he made a second trip back to our house after takin out the newspapers..?? Can't he juz place back the rite one..?? And he claimed tat he wanted to put back 'nicely'...hahaha...Secondly, i saw the newspaper was already nicely placed near the gate...but he is still lyk struggling wif the gate...wat's wrong wif him..?? Nt happy wif my metal gate...?? DOTS....Thirdly, my dad saw him went away for a few secs...then came back to the gate again...to struggle again...dots....Fourth, why he came back again after i have off the lights for abt 10~15mins...so 巧 meh... I suspect is he was waiting for me to off the lights...oor something lyk tat ba...Everything juz seems soooo bizzare....maybe it's juz some false alarm ba...hopefully...cos recently the auntie living one storey above mine had juz experience a 'break-in' incident...literally use glass bottle to break the window...then attempt to break the lock...so...we r more alert recently...maybe we r juz being paranoid..but better to be safe than sorry...i dun wanna wan anything to happen le then start to regret...:)Luckily i haven't fall asleep...even it's juz a false alarm...but it can be tat he was trying to test the gate...lyk wanna break in nxt time or something...maybe he did this numerous time b4...it's onli we nv realised it...Recently alot of cases in Clementi...which is suppose to be one the safest area in S'pore...used to be lah...maybe now crime rate increasing...affecting our peaceful area too.. :"(Anyway, I have to thank this friend of mine for chattin wif me till so late..*u noe who u r*... :DSeriously..first time i see policemen..hahah..and hav to lyk state what u see...seems lyk in a movie or drama tat kind...quite cool...but hor....the policemen also can't do anything...no evidences etc ba...sadden...maybe really false alarm....or is it not...???!!Hahaha...actually quite proud of myself...i stay veri calm thru-out lor...hehehe...maybe due to i'm already mentally prepared..?? Cos something did happen to the house above mine...yup yup... Secondly, maybe i have watched toooo much detective kind of show...so maybe sort of 'prepared' for stuffs lyk tat...?? hehehe...may be bullsh*ttin lah....hahahahahaa....So actually till now i haven't slp...since yesterday night...:( Hence...i'm preparing to go to bed now...!!! So tired...i also nothing much to write le...juz a brief one abt wad had happened to me during tat few hrs...experience tat u will nv wan to hav...:DSo, i haven't watch my animes and Liar Game S2...cos the latest episodes is nt out yet...arghhhh...waited for sooo looong liao lor...:( But recently watchin some excellent show...lyk HongKong de 洗冤录, and Jap's Tricks(圈套)....both are long time ago de drama le...but nt bad lor... :DOkay lah...will update again after i watch my animes and Liar Game S2.... :D**Keep urself alert all the time. Stay calm when handling these kind of incidents.**Okay...tat's all i wanna sae here...
Ja-mata.
posted at : 8:01 AM
