Some PeaCe PleasE...??!!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Seriously todae i wun tok much...perhaps i'm havin one of those 'bad mood' daes...so i will jux sae my piece and tat's all...
First thing: I really wan to juz stay in my room...dun hav to work, dun hav to see ppl, dun hav to tok to ppl....I hate to see humans now...i'm nt kiddin u ppl...perhaps this is the first sign of crowd phobia....Second thing: Dun wanna interact now...i'm tired...i wish to tok to friends...but some can be really insensitive u see...leave me alone pls....Third thing: Stop givin me false hope okay...i'm real stress here now...stop changin plans and stop tellin me to go find jobs tgt and then back out half-way...i had enough.....Stop pushing ur 'unwanted' jobs to me...!!! I'm nt a rubbish bin okay...if i wan job..i will go find it on my own...pls...i'm nt a substitute or something okay....i had enough...in ctss is lyk tat...now u wan me experience everything all over again....wad r u doin now...rubbin salt on my wounds...??!! Maybe u will nv realise this...Maybe some ppl juz dunno...when i juz wan to go out wif frenz...plan cancelled...when i wish to work wif frenz (i noe this kind of things is less likely to happen..tt's y i sae WISH!!), i will ask ard, askin if there's more vacancies, tellin frenz abt these jobs....but then things always turned out the other way...hahaha...naive me....I really dunno wat to sae..wat to write...so pls ppl...give me some peace...tellin all the 大道理 doesn't help me okay...wat u noe...i also noe...but wat i hav experienced, u may not hav experienced...*So pls...no more false hopes...no more false informations...no more 'trying to act lyk u noe more than me'....pls...enough is enough... I'm very, very, very tired...放过我好吗？
**I really appreciate those who actually really care for me..i noe who u r can le...*I can't believe my friend(s) would did these to me...Wat are friends for..?? Wakaranai.....
posted at : 1:01 AM
