UnLuckINess....
Monday, January 11, 2010
Haizz...i've been quite unlucky recently...tat's wat i feel at this veri moment lor...一言难尽呀。。。该从何说起呢。。？？At first, i thot i was so lucky...lyk can work wif frenz etc cos i already found a job mah...then now...hahaha...every thing is opposite of wat i think it will be...Firstly, the job i found is damn su*ky...waste my time there...6/hr still nd to deduct CPF lor...shit*y rite....sitting there nothing to do...juz lyk a useless person there...maybe ppl will laugh at me...why i hav a gd job at a daycare centre, which is also 6/hr, i dun wan...and chose a du*b job here...(i dun wanna sae the place and the job itself..) Okay lah, maybe i'm juz plain stupid and naive ba...initially i wanna work wif frenz...find a higher pay job and at the same time find tuition assignments... Hahaha...in the end...a job of lower pay, no tuition assign. for me and no frenz to accompany me... Dumb rite... Haha....i feel so too....Secondly, i thot my sec sch camp will be fun...then i went for one briefing and i think...nt as fun as i think it will be...i also dunno why i think tat it will be fun lor...maybe deep inside me i HOPE tat it will be fun, so at least i can gt away from the crappy job...but the reality is opposite of wat i think, or hope, to be exact.... So, do u think i still hav the mood to go camp..???Thirdly, i'm supposed to be in malaysia from ytd to tonite....but then...again...still in s'pore... Trip cancel due to unexpected situation... To my sis...she think tat is fated...lyk we r not fated to go now...to me...i think is a series of unluckiness happening to me...hahaha...上天爱捉弄人，当你正高高兴兴时，就一把把你推入伤心里。。。Why i suddenly wan to write this post...Cos i can't stand the job anymore...sooner or later i will go crazy okay...partially b'cos of...i dun wanna sae....the system there..?? Haha...i jux dun wanna go into detail...Or maybe not solely b'cos of the job...think is veri single tiny things tat happen tat make me soooo fed up....i jux wanna 在此发泄一下。。。Now the 'fantastic' ppl is soo gd...they nv inform me to go down to work...hahaha..flexible timing if u wanna think on the positive side...But to me...they r jux wasting my time...make me 'bounded' to this job...now i can't go find another job....they r forcing me to turn into a mad woman...hahah...tell u...there's a limit to my tolerance okay ppl...i believe tat apply to everyone too...soo...better dun test me...i dunno wat i will do nxt...(i believe if u r my frenz..u would noe how angry i am right now....)Nt long ago i told my sis everything...and she said she dun understand why i feel lyk tat and why i wanted to work so much...It's not as if i'm a workaholic okay...i'm actually a veri lazy person...if u hav a choice, who dun wan to stay home and do ur own stuff...it's b'cos i hav a lot more things to do...which require u-noe-wat...I'm not born wif a silver spoon in my mouth..so i hav to work hard to gt to my goals....and i believe a lot of ppl do so too...*So ppl out there...if u can find jobs on ur own, pls do...dun go to those u-kown-wat-i-meant de places okay....u earn lesser tat way...
**Normally under these kind of situation...i jux wanna stay at home...hide myself from the reality world....**So...i will end off here...hopefully these r only mine imagination...situation may not be TAT bad...and wish tat todae will be the last dae of my un****iness...:D
posted at : 8:03 PM
