After RESULTS...!!!!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Aiya...so long nv update my blog liao...haha...so i might as well do it...lyk after i hav taken my results...I hav a lot to say thou...so i will start off wif...:
I din do tt well for my A's...hehe...but okay lah, i still can gt into local uni, thou there r ppl tt might 'worried' tt i can't gt in...maybe i shld sae - hopefully the uni accept me? Haha..if tt wat the ppl wan me to tell them..in order to make it lyk they r a lvl or two higher than me..? There's soo many ppl out there getting much better results, but if u think winning a 'tiny' me u will feel happy...then so be it then...the competition is endless...so i dun see a point in 'participating' in it anymore and actually...I DUN CARE... I'm nt tt into studies since dunno when le...tt's y i can sae tt for A's, i did nt really workin tt hard...nt as hard as i did last time for O's. Weird rite...haha..i also dunno...maybe i jux find it pointless to study so much..as in nowadaes ppl dun study to purely gain knowledge, they study to gt tt paper onli, and to raise their status to a higher lvl, so tt they can 'step' on others...i am contented wif my results...cos i din reap wat i sow actually...i reaped more than wat i sow...so i'm real contented...Maybe some ppl dun understand...or they might think tt i'm pretendin..trying to hide my sadness or something...but i can assure these ppl..I'm REAL contented wif my results...thou there may be some disappointment in certain subjects...but overall i'm still considered lucky... :DDun nd to worry...i dun think i nd to retake...and i dun see the nd to retake...:DI'm quite surprised at one thing...the first thing tt came to my mind after i gt my results was tt i veri shocked to see the results...and i'm nt lyk some ppl...tt go ard wanting to compare results...juz sick and tired of these ppl...compare for wat sia...ppl r gg into diff courses...ppl hav diff expectations...and we r gd diff areas...lyk wat some ppl would sae, u can't compare an apple wif an orange...thou some ppl may think tt this phrase dun suit the situation, so wat..?? We jus see things from diff perspectives...wat makes u think tt ur view is the correct one?Anyway, i suddenly realised tt there's quite a number of ppl i noe wanting to go for chinese studies too...hahah...so i can gt to see familiar faces...yay...!!However, i'm starting to doubt my choice...thou i realli lyk to go into CS...but somehow there r still ppl tt dun think i'm suitable...?? I dunno...Anyway, for some ppl...i jux wanna sae..dun think and act lyk u really noe me...i seriously dun think so...sad to sae, it seems quite ridiculous, senseless and fake to me...*人, 若太沉迷于这些竞争, 就等于放弃了最基本的快乐, 值得吗？*
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